"may the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in Your sight, o Lord my strength and my Redeemer." -psalm19:14

so many things to deal with pw, ao chinese, ogl stuff, promo results and a million others and sometimes when you take a step back and look at your life you get so scared cos you feel like its falling apart. sup scared for the interview later but im just gonna breathe, go in and do my best (: and its times when i feel like im gonna fall apart that i learn to lean so much more on Him and His Word so it isnt all bad (: the challenge of learning to trust Him no matter the circumstance in failures or down periods isnt something easy to overcome but when im scared favorite verse to mind again ;D "for God has not given us a Spirit of fear, but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind." -2tim1:7

really want to make it my goal to grow much more in the year 2005 and as i seek reaffirmation probably during easter next year, to first be a mary before i be a martha and serve in greater capacity (: the thing i regret the most in the past year is not having grown in my walk as much as i would've liked to, as much as i should have. but its over and i must be forward looking! and i dont want to ever have these regrets ever again. (: im gonna hide God's Word inside my heart, and learn each verse for memory! im gonna hide God's Word inside my heart, until His Word is part of me!