work's getting so hectic! haha but im really thankful i have my friends and one nice supervisor so thats enough ;) haha i just feel like doing work for that one person and ignoring all the rest heh cos its just so nice to see someone smile and say thank you when you've finished a piece of work rather than stoned faces half the time. haha but anw, my neighbour asked me to babysit for her! haha i didnt think she'd actually take me up on my offer to babysit for free but anw haha i really want to! the kids are adorable. the small one actually haha the older one is a little fierce but anw. but she wants to weekend though which is quite unlikely haha shall call her laterrr maybe just saturday mornings haha which MEANS i have to sacrifice my beauty sleep. but oh well anything for little liquan he's SO CUTE

haha i heard this song on the radio today, its 'save the best for last' by vanessa williams:

Sometimes the snow comes down in June
Sometimes the sun goes 'round the moon
I see the passion in your eyes
Sometimes it's all a big surprise
'Cause there was a time when all I did was wish
You'd tell me this was love
It's not the way I hoped or how I planned
But somehow it's enough

And now we're standing face to face
Isn't this world a crazy place
Just when I thought our chance had passed
You go and save the best for last

All of the nights you came to me
When some silly girl had set you free
You wondered how you'd make it through
I wondered what was wrong with you

'Cause how could you give your love to someone else
And share your dreams with me
Sometimes the very thing you're looking for
Is the one thing you can't see

And now we're standing face to face
Isn't this world a crazy place
Just when I thought our chance had passed
You go and save the best for last

Sometimes the very thing you're looking for
Is the one thing you can't see

Sometimes the snow comes down in June
Sometimes the sun goes 'round the moon
Just when I thought our chance had passed
You go and save the best for last

You went and saved the best for last

haha i love the tune and everything and i think its such a sweet song! though it really doesnt happen in real life but anw heh

been reading psalm119 this week and it really is a challenge to hide His Word in my heart cos sometimes laziness comes in, procrastination and all the bad stuff that comes along with it and that kinda hinders me in my walk. then i remind myself how much He's given to me and though its hard, i hold on. 1john5:3 says "for this is the love of God, that we keep His commandments. and His commandments are not burdensome."

and it really does remind me time and again that the Christian walk was MEANT to be joyful, carefree. cos im free today, but i choose to follow Him. but yet the evil one can use dozens of ways and means to twist our outlook of life till walking with Him becomes a chore, an obligation. thats why i've looked around and seen so many who've found Him real in their lives and walked away, literally from the treasures of His promises. and it scares me cos i never want to be that way, i never want to walk away. the evangelistic approach bethany is taking this year, i think is really apt in the light of whats been happening in recent times. cynics say 'we Christians' treat it as a numbers game. but its not. never has, never will be. because i have friends around me that i love and want to bring to the Lord, im praying so much more that the burden for lost souls will always be heavy upon my heart.

sometimes the snow comes down in june, sometimes the sun goes round the moon. strange things happen, just like miracles that only He can perform. so lets keep praying, trying to be like Him. (: