aiyo my neck is so painful :'(

haha but today + yesterday + the day before and the rest of the before week was v fun we all went from evening service to dinner with t sweekeng to sitting on the ripoff rides in orchard to shopping for Christmas presents to making Christmas presents in the course of the past three days (: but really amidst all this noise and all its v easy to lose focus of what Christmas really means and its really, v important to be conscious of the fact that when we give gifts, we should give it from the heart like how the Lord gave from His heart so freely that first Christmas (:

went to number one's house to do stuff and on the way home hur i did qte a stupid thing and got off like three bus stops earlier and started walking. i think my mind really needed to be cleared of alot of things when all the thoughts were cramming in my head in theres like severe overload, i just KNOW its satan la like when all sorts of koyak thoughts come i tell you no one wins but him which i will not allow! resistresistresist grr.

haiyaaaa i havent finished my Christmas cards! which is so annoying cos now hurm im making for all the secthrees in church half of them i dont even know la so i also dunno how. like write what?! my hand is officially dead after making thirty over cards heh then again i dont think im gonna give everybody cos then i will just die :D ahhhhhh

but really la i know i must guard myself against the evil insidious attacks of satan cos i know how easily im drawn away and i cannot allow that! argh

heh anyway jc posting results came out i didnt get my first choice which was hwachong la cos i failed hcl! like sheesh man they accepted people with a nett score of 5 and my nett score was like 6 la which is so irritating grr so anyway i got my second choice which was ac la THEN my mummy decided she'd rather fetch me alllllllllllllll the way to vj than have me go ac then i had to go appeal which technically makes no sense cos vj was my third choice and ac was my second and since i got my second choice i shdnt be appealing -faint people with nett 7 got in la so if i had placed it second choice i would be in ready! -bangs head- grrrrrr. so qi si ren

haha but see! the Lord gives comfort in times of err. i dunno but i got a v -ahem- destroyed Christmas card from glori ;p and a cheaterbugger off-the-shelf card from cherie/owl which had 1. my name spelt WRONGLY 2. my address half wrong O___o so basically i have absolutely no idea how that card reached here in the first place heh -dies

heh when we went for dinner with t chen kee after we got our posting results we started talking about God's GENERAL and SPECIFIC will for each one of us and i got smacked when i said 'maybe its God's will that i go to ac' ;p well maybe what! sheesh.

i honestly have zitzero idea of how im gonna finish the Christmas cards, go shopping with my granmother and run down to meet auntieaileen n d1,3,4 and a half and ma for dinner a.k.a post-conference sharing all in one day -faints

i need to keep reminding myself- all that i am, all that i could ever hope to be, i owe it all to You.

i am blessed, i am blessed, from when i wake up in the morning, till i lay my head to rest. the least that i can do is give my life, in every part, only to please my Father's heart (: