walking on Sonshine!

little by little one step at a time, He's changing my heart and renewing my mind (: teaching me how to be patient and kind little by little one step at a time! (:

Saturday, January 10, 2004

really wanna get into choir must try must try i hope i get in! hurm im qte bad been in a state of mourning for my phone since wednesday and its like hai so xingtong three hundred bucks down the drain la but hurm know i must always remember to count my blessings :D the day my phone disappeared went home la and my mum told me that melissa's dad/ auntie sylvia's husband just passed away.. and i was like. in a state of SHOCK la after hearing about how he died i was even more stunned and like.. i realised hey losing my phone is a pathetic problem compared to what the family is going through now and honestly, i never would want to go through it cos there are no words that will ever heal such a wound.

and i know that no one will ever be ready enough to deal with such a problem, but when it really does arise, with His help there is no problem too big that He cannot solve it, neither no cut too deep He cannot heal it (:

i must keep talking about my romans8:37-39 verse! i love it so veryveryvery much :D there really are alot of times when i feel like i cant handle jc life and im like what only two days into ninehour weeks and we're just beginning lectures and tutorials and i feel like i cant handle it hai. heh its AMAZING that i ended up in 1sb1 which is the first class la cos i am most definitely not first-class material hurm half the people there are REALLY smart and REALLY hardworking heh the rest are just slacking like me heh and theres like seven girls and twentyone guys talk about unevenness man in arts its like the total opposite four guys and the rest are girls and my class is overly ac-dominated so oh well but most of them are really nice :D and it is entirely by God's grace that i am anywhere near the top cos on my own, i'd be right down at the bottom so yea (:

i dont know im going for the wake afterwards and.. have no idea what im gonna do with myself cos i feel thei heartache cos i know how i'd feel if it was my dad but then again i dont know how to comfort people cos i really suck at that but yes must have courage! to try at least la cos i remember that verse on how the Spirit will give you utterance at that hour not speaking through you but guiding you on what to say so yes i will trust (:

i really like my new pog discovery heh and the lyrics really.. mean alot so yes enjoy (:

He sends His love

I am writing this to you
And I hope that one day soon
You will come to realize
You are precious in his eyes
I know you feel alone
A million miles from home
It seems that no one cares
That life is so unfair
Hold on to this promise like it’s your last breath
Let it fill your heart when it’s all you have left

You gotta believe
You gotta be strong
You gotta have faith enough to know no matter where you are
He is always with you
Never give up
Never give in
His only one died for all our sins and He will lift you up
And hold you in his love
He gave his son
He sends his love

When the weight is just to much
And there’s no one you can trust
When it’s dark and your afraid
Let the spirit guide your way
There is so much left to do
A great big world to wander through
So many people in your life
Waiting to see your smile

You gotta believe
You gotta be strong
You gotta have faith enough to know no matter where you are
He is always with you
Never give up
Never give in
His only one died for all our sins and He will lift you up
And hold you in his love
He gave his son
He sends his love

His love is all around you
A fortress that surrounds you
Let it comfort and protect you from the storm
It’s time to start a new day
He will help you find your way
To a better place

You gotta believe
You gotta be strong
You gotta have faith enough to know no matter where you are
He is always with you
Never give up
Never give in
His only one died for all our sins and He will lift you up
And hold you in his love
He gave his son
He sends his love


He sends His love (: