whoa i cant remember the last time i was this pissed..the i feel like throttling someone and banging my head against the wall kinda pissed whoooooooo i know what i gotta learn peace, gentleness SELF-CONTROL whoa i cant stand it if i was in japan and still considered a delinquent i think i'd just take a kitchen knife and chop someone up EURGH

i hate getting myself fed up and flustered over such rubbish and well its the second time im gonna have to learn the lesson about not caring about what people say about me.. i know its just all teasing and stuff but wah crap it can get really EURGH and everything so yups heh i dealt with it with much prayer and faith in secondary school and i will deal with it again.. heh YES I WILL :D

haha God is so cool its such a small world haha jia is in cherie chan's class :D hurm and now im being bugged by her to write my letter to owl so she'll win some bet HAIYO and im just thankful to have the kind of friends that i do (: friends that remind me, encourage me, exhort and love me for who i am. [even with the TREMENDOUS amounts of misgivings i have] thankyou dears numberone, three, fourandahalf, ma and all the recent additions that havent been assigned a number yet- He gave us each other along this Christian road, keep walking i love you! (:

no greater love. He's showing me His love through all the people around me, i want to show them His love through me too.

"do not fear little flock, for it is your Father's good pleasure to GIVE you the kingdom." -luke12:32

i never want to doubt that all He gives me is for the best and He loves me just as i am. never doubt that He will give all the best to the children He loves the most (:

when You see me like this, and when You touch me like that, it was gone for awhile, but its all coming back to me (:

listen to the rhythm of the falling rain..dont you think its beautiful? (: