YIPES. the blog picture is gone so the whole things looks terrible and i can hardly see anything with all the white.. but its ok haha i'll fix it um. sometime. but yup studying is really tiring and somedays i just feel like throwing in the towel [or the books in this case] but reviewing family camp messages is THE thing to do ;D happyhappy many wonderful truths that've kept me going over the past week, even though i had reallyyyy bad monday blues on um monday haha.

reviewing the second evening message of family camp on the "vanities of life" and in DIRECT answer to what i'd been praying about, He reminded me in eccles 2:17 that all the things we have on this earth are just passing pleasures and never have, never should be anything that we hold on to. and eccles12:13-14 [which is really like!] that the CONCLUSION of the matter is that we simply trust Him, and eccles3:11- He'll make everything beautiful, in its time. (:

then came learning to dwell and meditate on His Word, which is something im still trying very hard to do, but anw. 2tim2:7, to have understanding to His Word and to stay grounded and focused, come what may.

and then finally came psalm1, 2cor1:8-10 and phil1:6. to learn to walk in His ways and DELIGHT in His Word-

"blessed is the man who walks not in the counsel of the ungodly, nor stands in the path of sinners, nor sits in the seat of the scornful. but his delight is in the law of the Lord, and in His law he meditates day and night." -psalm1:1-2

and learning how to trust Him, draw from His strength no matter how terribly heavy the workload may ba, to believe that He will complete the good work He began in me and theres a huuuuuuuge sign hung on me that says 'dont judge me yet theres an unfinished part!'

and i'll be perfect just according to His plan, fashioned by the Master's loving hand! (: