She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
She pushed me in the pool
At our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She's the one I'm after

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

She can't keep a secret
For more than an hour
She runs on 100 proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me
The more I adore her
What can I do?
I'd do anything for her

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

The way she sees it's me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Is still ringin' in my head
Still ringin' in my head

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
Oh, I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

I'm lookin' for
I'm lookin' for
I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

haha this song is SO funny but i like it haha but i think its so strange especially the part about how 'she knows just what to say so my whole day's ruined' im like HUH who wants a girl thats like that man heh.

work is getting less stressful and im learning to find much more joy in work! haha listening to funny songs and trying to sing as softly as possible to avoid getting killed by people around me haha but sometimes i cant stand it i just wish everyone would disappear so i can sing whatever i wanna sing. ahaha and im so thankful that horrible sore throat is gone, reallyyy thankful!

im on the book of mark now and it really is amazing how the Lord spoke about the kingdom of God, about His Word through things as profound as parables. i think parables are just about the hardest to understand because the are so..deep. and it scares me, what it says in mark4:12 "seeing they may see and not perceive. and hearing they may hear and not understand. lest they should turn, and their sins be forgiven them." God has the power to harden our hearts and im so afraid to ever go near that, ever. i want to always find joy in His Word, i always want to desire to seek Him and know Him as i should.

its amazing, really. how He works. (: i want to make sure He's all i want, all i need, now and always. (: