heh THOUGHT OF THE DAY: the intelligence level of guys is inversely proportional to the number of guys gathered together
whoa i almost died laughing when i read that heh arts people have wit i cant deny that anymore- especially when he's speaking about his own gender wahahah
:D
but aside from things that make me laugh till my sides split im alot happier about today, walking a little more steadily than usual, being alot more conscious of His presence and not getting drawn so much into the whirlwind of things (:
john15:17 (: heh reviewing past messages is reallyreally nice esp remembering the period during the o's when i wrote stuff to encourage myself and remind myself of His continual presence in my life. may sound stupid when i remember how bad i wanted the o's to be over, but i kinda miss that time. cos it just seemed so much easier to be focused and trust in Him even when things just didnt seem to go the way i wanted and i watched people put in half of the effort i put into my studies and emerging with the same results and though it kinda got to me, keeping in mind the fact that my future matters to God and with the people He gave to walk with me, encourage and exhort me i will forever be thankful for (:
and it hurts alot when people turn their back on you and things just dont seem to go the way you want it to but all the affliction seemed so much easier to bear. now it just gets painful and horrifying in itself. trusting is a lesson i gotta relearn with time and alot of effort but when i learn how to lean my whole self onto Him and His will, everything will be ok (: on the road to recovering that closeness and level of trust and being able to say "Lord, come what may."
if i've seen how He looks at me through eyes of love, He looks through the cross. and that is one sacrifice that surpasses all else and one thing that i know i have to hold onto whether my life goes the way i want it to, or not (:
He is a robe, if any naked be;
If any chance to hunger, He is bread;
If any be a bondman, He is free;
If any be but weak, how strong is He!
To dead men life He is, to sick men health;
To blind men sight, and to the needy wealth;
A pleasure without loss, a treasure without stealth.
dear God, grant me the courage to change the things i can, to accept the things i cant, and the wisdom to know the difference (:
haha dears i love you -hug-
for no soldier entangles himself with the things of the world. dont ever give up.
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