walking on Sonshine!

little by little one step at a time, He's changing my heart and renewing my mind (: teaching me how to be patient and kind little by little one step at a time! (:

Thursday, September 29, 2005

It was three am when you woke me up
And we jumped in the car and drove as far as we could go
Just to get away
We talked about our lives
Until the sun came up
And now I'm thinking about
How I wish I could go back
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
And everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All I want is one more day
All I need is one more day with you

When the car broke down
We just kept walkin along
Til we hit this town
There was nothing there at all
But that was all okay
We spent all our money on stupid things
But if I looked back now, I'd probably give it all away
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
And everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All I want is one more day
All I need is one more day with you

Now I'm sittin here, like we used to do
I think about my life and how now there's nothing I wont do
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
And everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All I want is one more day
All I need is one more day with you

One more day
Just one more day
It's all I need, just one more day with you


out on the edge, with You as my centre, the point around which all my world revolves (: looking at the a's is scaring me but i dont want to let go, and I WONT. slowly getting up into real study mode and over the past few days the truth that i am so blessed keeps recurring in my mind. like today when i was about to give up within half an hour of studying, i went back to God's word and said a little prayer and everything was so much better after (:

and do, psalm34:7 i've been given everything, even His angels, and most of all His Son. what can man do to me? (:

Monday, September 19, 2005

meep. i am determined to chiong myself silly for the a's. haha. no just kidding but ah well prelim results were disappointing in some aspects [like i hoped to get an A for math but didnt] and ah my o for physics is just a big joke. haha but regardless, i really am thankful. so very thankful that i passed gp! what a big measure of grace. and that i did quite decently for the other subjects.

i've been in a pretty dreamy and floaty state for awhile haha i need to bring myself back down to earth really soon! but i think just learning to put simple trust in Him is something that is getting easier to do when i remember not to over-push myself and just remind myself that its all in His hands and its all taken care of (: been meditating on the first chapter of 2peter, and i remember the message pastor gave on v19 "we have the prophetic word made more sure, which you do well to heed as a light that shines in a dark place, until the day dawns, and the morning star rises in your heart." and i think its such a beautiful concept (: that if you keep seeking, you keep hanging on, one day you'll see the big picture and understand the meaning of it all. right now all you have to do is trust (:

worship is your ENTIRE life.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

"therefore, brethren, be even more diligent to make your call and election sure, for if you do these things, you will NEVER stumble." -2peter1:10

Saturday, September 10, 2005

collide

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

prelim results are coming soon! rarh. but i figured i dont really have much to be jittery about cos thats nothing compared to whats been happening. you know i dont understand, [dont think anyone does anw] why terrorist attacks are still ongoing. so much for doing it for a cause or their god. the picture on the front page of the straits times today broke my heart. shouldnt be dwelling on these things but well its all for good, shall learn to trust in that (:

Monday, September 05, 2005

haha i am in love with jesse mcartney. post-prelim periods are so good- BUT then you have to study again. oh rarh.

think its supremely amazing though, went to church on saturday with the intention of wanting to ask one of the pastors how i should go about cultivating a good strong mindset and from all the msges from the a level meeting to ypg to sunday service were all about being strong. talk about an answer to prayer -wink ;)

one of His promises that i've been meditating on recently is a thought pastor mark pointed me to on sat when i spoke to Him- that nothing, not man, not satan nor anybody, can ever pluck me out of God's hands (: cool huh!

haha yea! always, only, for my King (: