today at 10am my phone rang. my mistress, ms cherie chong's heel broke. and i, the maid had to go deliver shoes to her office building at thomson road. at 10am!!! what an unearthly time of the day. butwell. friendship, sadly, knows no bounds. haha (:

went to town to meet jia and jing for lunch. and we ate at the sunmoon jap restaurant place!! the lunch set meals are really nice and really worth it (: yaye. and we got to catch up after such a longlonglong time. i remember how we used to do all the random ah-lian things in secondary school like run to take neo-prints and laugh like mad girls while walking down orchard road. now, we're a little more sane. things have changed but its nice to know some friends are just..there.

dinner with pastor mitch was good. kinda helps to put things into perspective when youre reminded of why it is you serve the Lord. why it is you work so hard at preparing for junior camp, planning outings and events and stuff. i was reminded of the concept of God's GENERAL and SPECIFIC will for you. the story of queen esther is a very sobering story. knowing that while God wants you to fulfil certain parts of His plan, if you choose to ignore His calling, He can very well rise up someone else to take your place. so, moral of the story is - LISTEN TO GOD.

while i was at borders i read a book on the women in the Bible. haha. and its really interesting how the book outlines the different characters of women in the Bible. i found particularly hilarious the very strange headings they gave to women who were a little less than respected for the things they did. like _____ 'the woman who married her uncle.' or _______ 'the women who slept with their father.' hahaha. but well it was nice cos it let me see the characters of godly women whom i want to emulate. and very badly need to be like, for that matter.

and i just need to state,
i am a happy girl. (:

today was a shiokkkkkkkkkkkk day. (:
i woke up at eleven ;p when the apple centre person called me about my macbook. hahaha. spent some time reviewing last night's evening msg and i read a day of 'by faith we understand'. the story of noah and his three sons is not an easy one to comprehend. i have yet to understand the moral of that story. haha.

then i msned ced and man who were busy working hahahaa. ate bread and went off to school for more games tryouts. and painting of boxes! half the time we were off for drink breaks at the canteen. haha. went home, took a quick bath chionged to town to meet the rest to watch blades of glory!

i laughed my way through dinner. cos of man and ben. AND there were some really explicit vandalisms on the tables of the wanton mee stall at heeren. i laughed like crazy at the vandalisms cos i was reading it, and then suddenly i saw a range of hokkien explitives that i wasnt quite expecting. with man and ben going "OH YESSSS" next to me, i just kept laughing. and in the process all the black pearls from the bubble tea i was drinking came out of my mouth. quite gross. sorry. hahhahahaha

anw the show was SOOOOPER DOOOOPER FUNNY. ced and i sat in the first row and i just laughed and laughed like nobody's business. i laughed at the funny parts. i also laughed when i heard man's laughter and when i heard ced's laughter. i just spent the whole entire show laughing and laughing and laughing. so funny. five stars for retardedness. hahaha.

after the show we walked round orchard from cine to tangs and wheelock then back to lido. and i had a very interesting conversation with benchong. haha. and when we finally decided to eat at lido macs.. ame discovered that she lost her wallet. -_- OH MAN. ced ran all the way back to cine with ame and jinglin. the rest of us sat around at macs finishing our food before we started our amazing race in search of ame's wallet. haha. ben and i went to talk to the security guard at wheelock and we combed levels b1 and b2 while man and lori went to the 2nd floor. then.. they found the wallet. in the cinema! haha. and that marked the end of our amazing race. sian. hahaha. but it ws quite an adventure. (: and we are thankful ame found her wallet. :D

im using my dad's computer now, and i just listened to 'One of us'.

He chose to be one of us
From a throne to a stable
From a crown to a cradle
He chose to be one of us

From the heart of His Father
To the arms of His mother
He chose to be one of us
From His awesome splendour
He became weak and tender

He came to earth so that we might have Heaven
He lived His life as a man made of dust
This is a miracle,
This is a mystery
He chose to be one of us.
From a place high and holy

He became weak and lowly
So humbly He entered as a Friend to the sinner
He chose to be one of us.

just reminded. of how blessed we all are to have a God that watches over each of us so well. (:
yaye i am a very happy girl.
cos i know that i am very blessed. (:
i love my room.
i love my friends.
i love my church.
i love God.

and today, i laughed till my sides ached. but when man said grace for all of us at the dinner table, i was reminded what it means to have friends in the Lord. (:

we're soaring, flying theres not a star in heaven that we cant reach
if we're trying.. we're breaking free!

haha. i was just reminded of the high school musical (:
i was going to blog about how fun lc telematch tryouts were.. then i remembered thea's note of warning. shall avoid dennis' wrath and not blog about that. haha but it was vvvvvvvvvvv fun!!
haha. G-day is over and we played captain's ball again!! i have a tendency to fall off the chair. hahaha. whoever defends for the opposing team is always trying to save me from falling right off and killing myself. and of all stations, i had to be the station ic for sweets buried in flour. but okay. today at evening pastor mark talked about not having a complaining spirit hehe I AM NOT COMPLAINING. i am finding much joy (:

and somebody please tell me what to do with my macbook. it keeps shutting down by itself the moment the battery hits 13%.

im going to be off to japan in a few days.. am looking forward to it. time to clear my head, and get away from the madness i seem to be stuck in here. and time to reflect on the first half of the year! and prepare myself for what lies ahead.

today, i was really impacted by wq's chairing during teens. not cos of anything he said in particular, but it was just evident to me how real and important his faith is to him. not that it never is, haha but im just saying. i noticed he likes hymn-ey type songs which youths our age dont often appreciate. but i think being able to discover the Lord in songs that are a little less hip and a little less exciting is one of the ways in which your faith proves stronger. like the 'heart of worship' says, when the music fades, all is stripped away, and i simply come. i thought alot about what it means to come into God's presence today. all the challenges that lie in front of me swirled in my head during post-worship meditation. and i havent quite figured how i am to deal with the..things. hanging over my head. two out of four have to be resolved within myself. the other two need human co-operation. one needs me to make wise decisions every moment of every day. not that the rest dont, but this one especially so. and i really need the Lord's counsel on this. else my head is just going to explode.

i need some timeout! there are so many things i know i should be doing, but not.
todays evening msg was especially apt. learning to give thanks, by
1. paying the vows you make to God
2. prayer
3. praise

and i promised. i promised i promised i promised. and i intend to keep this promise. even if it kills me.

when the clock strikes twelve, im going to know im right.
and then im going to trust Him for all the right answers, and stop trying to take things into my own hands.

note: crossing fingers and wishing for something DOES NOT HELP.

'as long as youre happy.'

i think this phrase encapsulates the most unselfish form of human love that ever existed.
think ive adopted that as my 'life motto' so much so that ive reached the point that im pretty much well guarded, nothing really much can hurt me.
or so i think.

heard alot of songs today

i think that im just tired.
i think i need a new town to leave this all behind.

you dont notice but i see you in the church when you are praying you just move me

sometimes the snow comes down in june, sometimes the sun goes round the moon
sometimes its all a big surprise
just when i thought our chance had passed,
you go and save the best for last.

You keep me guessing, holding on tight for the ride of my life
with You, all i can say-
theres no such thing as an ordinary day.

more than fine,
more than bent on getting by
more than fine
more than just okay.

i can only imagine what it will be like
when i walk, by Your side.

youre on the other side of the world, to me.

the past week has been good, not hectic and really nice. (:
watched infernal affairs and mean girls at weibo's place yest. infernal affairs is sosososososo much better than the departed. the departed, was just plain BAD. blew 10bucks on it! then met benliew sam and thea to watch midsummers. (: which was really nice! the 'donkey' was really funny. hahaha. my three shakespeare favourites are twelfth night, a midsummer night's dream and of course, the most cliche romeo and juliet. aside from the fact that it was rather stuffy and that the picnic mat was sticky cos sam spilt mango juice on it within five mins of sitting down, it was a nice experience. and i saw a reallyreallyreally cute ang-moh kid! with curly brown hair and huge eyes. (:

the terms and conditions stated that if it rained before the interval we could attend any other performance following that night, if it rained AFTER the interval, NO REFUND. you just dont get to watch the whole show. thankfully it didnt rain after the interval, or we would've had to commence a suit against sistic under the UCTA (unfair contract terms act, which thea pronounces as ARK-TA) and make a big hoo-ha like the rafflestownclub case.

and just to emphasize on how retarded law students are, when oberon called puck negligent for placing the love potion in lysander's instead of demetrius' eyes, we laughed SO LOUDLY. supremely embarassing.

ive been a happy girl this past week. (: somehow i think the Lord is trying to teach me much from proverbs1. to listen to the call of wisdom. not to disdain its counsel. not to turn my face away from the lessons He's trying to teach me. and im real thankful for friends who honestly tell me what they think, but let me make my own choices. and im thankful for friends who look out for me and look after me. it really is the most amazing form of God's blessings.

but i just have one thing to rant about. i do not like it when people try to tell me how i feel. i will figure out how i feel in due time. do not tell me how i feel for it gets into my head and makes me think i feel this way when i do not. do not tell me things that are contrary to what i am working towards. especially when you know how hard it already is. think of me, please. there are only a few people in this world that i allow to tell me how i feel cos most of the time they are right. and you, are not one of them. thank you very much.

and this wraps up what i have to say! (:

iu weibo: are you eating AGAIN?! (in the most incredulous tone, and all i was eating was an apple -___-)
i have friends who love me very much.

we had games tryout for G-day today! hahaha. had alot of fun and we went mad throwing the water sponges around playing captains' ball! joncedandwq are evil. using me as the benchmark for the lousy people! haha. 'if rach can do it then anyone can do it' NICEEEEEEEEE. jon said he would buy me lunch and send me home if i threw the ball into the box. AND I DID. HAHAHHA. but he nicely sent everyone home to cos it was raining. nice jon. (:

and i witnessed plmgs PE lessons. really not very useful. haha. UNLIKE MASS PE IN AC. everywhere hurts after that. ouch. my abs (if i could call it that) are aching from crunches yesterday. and its so painful everytime i cough :/

haha. then i came home to keep my poor sick brother company. hes been sick for five days, down with the fever and the whole works. AND he has an exam tmr. i think he seriously needs much prayer. please thank you very much (; haha

then i went to watch next! it is a retardedddddd show. the twist was unexpected and nice, BUT the stupid ending was retarded. so it left me very annoyed. i do not like bad endings.

i cannot multitask. cannot talk on the phone and blog at the same time. so this is the end of my post.

i am watching rent again!
haha. i forgot how much i liked it.
even though it is kinda censored. hahahaha.
measure your life in love

like that. (:

today has left me with many thoughts.
i know where i am.
and i truly thank Him for the blessing of friends.
simply amazing.
feels good to be on my own,
first time in awhile.

my favourite junior camp song!
i know the King personally!
i know the King personally
(boys) im a prince
(girls) im a princess
we're God's royal family
I KNOW HIM PERSONALLY!

im thinking of actions for this one. hahahahha. love music, love the music ministry. though it can be tiring at times. regaining joy!

today has left me with many thoughts.
and many determinations.

i feel accomplished. i did two hours of gym with uni!! hahahaha.
and i feel good today for alot of reasons. though i am a little sleepy now.
on a more random note, i took ced's ipod yesterday.
it is new, and i think he will kill me when he finds out what i did to it.
on another more random note, i am coughing my lungs out!!!
on the most random note, i was just thinking about who i will choose.
the one who loves me more or the one whom i love more.
think i'll choose the former.

i just heard 'forgiven' by relient-k. very nice! haha. im going to relax for awhile then its off to prayer meeting. (:

i am in love with boston.

Boston

In the light of the sun, is there anyone?
Oh it has begun
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed
This world you must've crossed
She said..

You don't know me and you don't even care, oh yeah
well you said..
You don't know me and you don't wear my chains, oh yeah..

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts across an open field
Where the flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones who cry
when they see you say

You don't know me and you don't even care, oh yeah
well you said..
You don't know me and you don't wear my chains

She said I think I'll go to Boston
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em' out to Spain
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired,
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice

whoa yeah..

you don't know me, and you don't even care

in boston, where no one knows my name
where no one knows my name
where no one knows my name
in boston, where no one knows my name

haha. got up to the sound of this song the past few days in malaysia. had a really good time and erm. spent alot of money! haha. i listened to boston about ten times on the bus ride back. and i had so much time to stare into space and thought about alot of things. and i have reached conclusions on some things. haha. and i am learning what it means to trust again.

just got back from dinner with the rest. and we watched liang popo at uni's house!! RETARDED. i laughed alot at the beginning, then it just became boring. haha. then we watched antm. and i got a nice shock looking at the top7. i think i have friends who are hotter than those on screen. heh. maybe its about personality, but they dont seem to have much of that, so. -_____- but it was interesting to watch nonetheless. boonchuan got bored halfway so i had to go home if not have to walk home -_- haha. and i am going running tmr!!! all the weight i put on in malaysia. on tuesday night, we had dinner, then xiaolongbao, then waffles, then yoghurt, then cheesecake. all at night. totally deaddeaddead.

yesterday and today was spent going through new songs for junior camp! haha. and we found manymanymany cute songs. my favourite line from one of the songs



HEEHEE. (:

chairing was good. haha. though there was miscommunication and we almost didnt have a pianist for ypg1. haha. i called sam at 2am on friday night and he told me he couldnt come on sat. i almost just fainted on the spot. but thankfully, huimin appeared and he skipped his some other performance! i almost cried and hugged him when i saw him in the sanctuary. really saving the day with his piano playing!! and then the nightmare of having no musicians for our chairing was over. hahahaha (: see the Lord always provides!

well ive been hearing alot about david this week. mainly cos all the psalms we've been studying are psalms of david. psalm66, psalm42 etc. evening worship today reminded me how easily the joy of the Lord slips away. and ive come to terms with the fact that i often face that problem. but somehow i know in my weakness, He saves me. i know what takes away my joy. i know what robs me of my focus. so now, i just need to get rid of the distractions which i have identified for myself. no more evasion. nono. thats what im going to do this week. everyday, to be able to sing a jubilant song (: ten years from now, twenty years from now, when im married and have kids (haha hopefully.) i want Him to still be my everything.

some things have happened that have made me upset. but i think im going to hold the lesson of joy in my heart. what a privilege it is to be able to come into His presence, and experience fullness of joy (:

AND APPRECIATE HOW GREAT IT IS TO BE ON HOLIDAY. !!!! (: pictures here

this, josh, is ESPECIALLY FOR YOU.

Other Side Of The World

Over the sea and far away
She's waiting like an iceberg
Waiting to change
But she's cold inside
She wants to be like the water

All the muscles tighten in her face
Buries her soul in one embrace
They're one and the same
Just like water

The fire fades away
Most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're on the other side of the world to me

On comes the panic light
Holding on with fingers and feelings alike
But the time has come
To move along

The fire fades away
Most of everyday
Its full of tired exucses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it was simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're on the other side of the world

Can you help me
Can you let me go
And can you still love me
When you can't see me anymore

The fire fades away
Most of everyday
Its full of tired exucses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it simple
But we give easily
You're close enough to see that
You're on the other side of the world
You're on the other side of the world
You're on the other side of the world to me.

i like (:
topsy turvyyyyyyyyy

this morning while i was getting ready for church, 'if i let you go' by westlife suddenly popped into my head..
HAHAHAHA.
and i couldnt stop smiling to myself cos i remember how i went a little mad chasing after these irish 'icons'
and i used to love their songs. 'swear it again'
'if i let you go', 'flying without wings', 'fool again'..
and i just realised that all their songs are a tad bit sad. with the exception of 'flying without wings'
hahaha. the love songs these days are SAD.
the melancholic ones sell the best
the hopeful ones hardly exist anymore. (my favorite oldie is the one that goes 'im going to the chapel and im gonna get married! going to the chapel and we're gonna get married! gee i really love you and we're gonna get married, going to the chapel of love!)
hahahahha. i will always remember zhihui singing this song in the lift of bethany2. dont ask me why, i just do.
and you know who i think exemplifies this? SHARON. SHARONSHARONSHARON.
she and her 'sweetie', 'honey' and 'oh man im so excited that im getting married!!!!'
is simply hilarious. hahahahhaa.
she could spend the whole day talking about her husband, haha SERIOUSLY.
amazing though.
haha she always makes me laugh :D

and i wonder if the sad melancholy is a reflection of the state of love these days.
faithfulness and commitment is no longer part of the package,
its a bonus if you happen to end up with the right person.
how sad.

haha okay enough of the sad thoughts.
we practised for chris' and aldine's wedding today!!
and the song is beautiful.
'love divine, all love's excelling' sung to the tune of pacabell's canon (:

haha mother's day was also really good.
the kids were super cute!!!
haha. and the songs they sang were so endearing. i loved the part when they ran up to give their little ferrero rocher flowers to their mommies. haha

they sang a song that really stuck
from matthew6:33, to seek first the Kingdom of God (:
and i liked it! lots. (:
haha. shall go find the lyrics soon
and a timely reminder too, that He does indeed provide.
am going to remember that, especially through this week.

i need to find myself a mug of hot chocolate with marshmallows.
then i need to crawl under my sheets and get rid of my throbbing headache.
and today has left me with many things to think about.

i need to find myself a mug of hot chocolate with marshmallows.
then i need to crawl under my sheets and get rid of my throbbing headache.
and today has left me with many things to think about.

i am really supersupersuper tired (physically).
but mentally, im raring to go!
hahah.

my days have been filled with running, shopping, walking around aimlessly, late night suppers, late night ice creams, driving around.
and ssdc, ssdc, and more ssdc.
and i realised that holiday times are when true friendships surface
i always think school is but a medium through which you get to know people
those you spend time with outside of school, outside of school time,
are those you treasure that much more.

haha. but i have forgotten to encapsulate my memories in photos.
nvm, THREE MORE MONTHS TO DO THAT (:

on a more random note, i was just thinking about what Pastor mark said at prayer meeting the other night. (something that was of no relation to the msg haha).
he said that he was 'free' on monday afternoon and decided that he would just read through the book of psalms since he had the time.
and i was thinking "what?!?!?!?!'
last year, i think i took three weeks to read through the book of psalms, and i felt so accomplished -_-
obviously i need to try harder.
and it amazes me the kind of love it is possible to have for God's Word.
the kind of love that i dont have.

hokay, back to square 1.
how now brown cow.

ive been taking alot of long mrt rides. from yiochukang to tanah merah. from yiochukand to harbourfront. and the mid-range ones from orchard to serangoon.
haha. and i just sit there, and stone/think/pray/do random things/sleep
and i observe people.
everyday i see at least five young couples hanging all over each other and pda-ing in public which kinda irks me.
but i also see nice things. like when an old man on the mrt gave up his seat to a pregnant lady.

okay. my thoughts end here.
cos i have driving at 1030am tmr
and its 12am
and i need my sleep.
good night world (:

you could get into your car and drive the rest of the way home.. or look for the girl in a red hat, whos waiting for you with an alternate plan.

-Elizabethtown

just one thought:
there are many different ways of loving someone/ caring about someone.

there are the friends that-

1. when you call them and they dont call you back you start wondering whether they find you annoying/ are upset with you/ dont want to talk to you
2. when you call them and they dont call you back, you call them forty times till they pick up cos you know they love you anyway.

which one do you treasure more. ? (my brain is a little scrambled now.)

its amazing that exams are finally over!
unbelievable.

now i have time to just sit around and stone.
space out
and reflect.
haha.
thats a good thing, but too much of it is not good.

ben and cedric taught me to play 'getting into you'-relientk on the guitar yesterday!
hahaha. im so proud of myself :D heehee.
but they say i strum like bbq. not good. un-coordinated :/
and then we went to rie's house, ate chompchomp food
and watched 'accepted'
a really retarded show btw, but
VERY FUNNY. i kept collapsing with laughter

today, while we were mopping the fellowship hall,
CEDRIC STOLE MY SHOES.
and guess where he put them?
in the little pigeon holes which the kindy kids use -_-

yesterday we sang jubilant song!
everytime we sing it, its amazing to see everyone's face light up (:

sing to the Lord rejoice, alleluia!
sing to the Lord a jubilant song
sing to the Lord rejoice, alleluia!
sing to the Lord rejoice, sing a jubilant song.

give Your praise to the Lord
give Him praise evermore
lift high a song and bless His Name
all glory to the Lord
for it is good to sing to the Lord a song
let all with life God's work proclaim!

sing to the Lord rejoice, alleluia!
sing to the Lord a jubilant song
sing to the Lord rejoice, alleluia!
sing to the Lord rejoice, sing a jubilant song.

sing unto the Lord!
alleluia, alleluia
sing to the Lord a new song!
alleluia, alleluia

oh sing a jubilant song!

beautiful (:

its time for me to collect my thoughts and figure out what to do with my life.
and the air around is so dusty and polluted i almost choked on the way to the busstop today :/
I NEED FRESH AIR.
I WANT TO GO TO EAST COAST PARK.
to see the sunrise
and the sunset
and run. and cycle. and blade. and eat seafood. :'(

Way back into love.

I’ve been living with a shadow, over head
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud, above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case I ever need them again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make through without a way back into love
Oh-oh

I’ve been watching
but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching
but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
there’s gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
and I’m open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping that you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
and if you’ll help me to start again
you know that I’ll be there for you in the end

i am halfway thru music lyrics!!
so sweeeeeettttt :')

haha EXAMS are over!!!!! omgggg

haha. my parents are so sweet.
my mom sent me this: Hi may you always find comfort tt God is with you during this stressful period. Deuteronomy 31:6 HE will not leave you nor forsake u. Have a pleasant day. love mommy
my dad sent me this: hi sweetie. God bless and all the best for your friday exam. :) dad

haha. and i think, no matter what happens
i am blessed (:

haha. my mom just came up to me and told me she saw a veryvery nice dress at isetan. she wants to buy it for me. and its EIGHTY DOLLARS. i hope its nice man

YESSSS I CAN GO TO YPG IN PEACE TMR!!!!!!! (:

val just sent me this




i almost fell off my chair.
BUT. even though i know its a scam and everyone gets the same results, 70% jessica alba makes me happy. HAHAHAH
whoops. sorry man. :D

yesterday was a very sweet day.
i was by myself in mr4-1
and suddenly i heard this loud explosion of giggles (and deep laughter) behind me
and i turned around and saw.. cherie jus and sam!!

hahahahhaha.

sam msged me at 11
'eh tea and sympathy is nice but its a guys song! haha! hows studying?'
and i dont know how on earth he expected me to tell him i was in school by such phrasing.
and on monday night i just said to him 'i think im coming to school at 7 tmr'
and he corrected my grammar. he said 'going to school'
but since i was still in school, at 1230am
I WAS RIGHT.

hahahahahhaa.

and i got brownies from the chocolate factory!!!!!!
and crystal jade stuff.
and then they went to give geof a nice shock at his house.
and according to them, he was stoned. cos he just got up at 1pm.

haha. that made the day so much brighter. (:

yesterday was a good day too for alot of other reasons, that i cant quite recall. until i began freaking out at night.
but im better now, thankfully.
2 more days!!
and it'll all be over.

i read about sin this morning
and i was just thinking, how is it we know its wrong and we keep committing sin again and again and again.
always the same sin, always the same weakness.
and we never learn.

i received a mail from yvette yesterday!! i love receiving mails from her :D haha. even though shes so far away now, and we've not seen each other for almost 6/7 months now, somehow we relate better. we share more, we talk more. and its nice to know we're in the same situations, facing the same difficulties, even though we're 1,000,00000000 miles apart :)

i woke up sooooper late today. and ive got a thick stack of notes to run through its really madness. madnessmadnessmadness. but i think, knowing that He's beside you makes everyday:

ANOTHER PERFECT DAY. (:

"but God has chosen the foolish things of the world to put to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty."

-1 Corinthians 1:27

i am beginning to freak out. i am thinking i know nothing about crim and im a lost cause and im dead.
and im realising that the only way im gonna survive this is if i stop looking at myself and i learn to look to Him.
well, maybe its when im weak
when i have nothing left,
that i find He is my all in all.