Another perfect day - American Hi-Fi

I'm holding on waiting for your call
it's simple but I can't explain this
I'm sinking down I feel like I could die
I'm falling off I don't know why

I still believe it when you say
it's another perfect day
another perfect day
I still believe it when you say
it's another perfect day
another perfect day

So I might try to leave it all behind
I know tomorrow's not so bright now
I'll say goodbye cause nothing good can last
(you wear and figured no where fast)
and today I don't know how too keep it all inside
but I guess I'll let it slide

I still believe it when you say
it's another perfect day
another perfect day
I still believe it when you say
it's another perfect day
another perfect day

Today I don't know why
I thought that it was real
but I guess it's no big deal

I still believe it when you say
it's another perfect day
another perfect day
I still believe it when you say
it's another perfect day
another perfect day

I don't know how
I don't know how
to let it slide

i really liked this song when i heard it on josh's ipod in the car. THEN I HEARD THE LYRICS. i think a guy that sings such a song is the most useless and stupid guy ever. im holding on waiting for your call [?!!?!?] YOU ARE THE ONE SUPPOSED TO CALL. hahahahahah just trying to stifle my laughter listening to the first part of the song so josh wont killed me for making noise. ridiculous. haha. but im still listening to it cos i like the tune
:D

STUPID BOON CHUAN JUST SHOT ME WITH A RUBBER BAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!
idiot.

somebody lend me stanley yeo tmr please. i am in desperate need of it!
contracts is finally over!!
and im really thankful.
i need to keep listening to His voice. (:

me: you are stupid.
[then i hit my head on the marker holder thing of the whiteboard]
josh: thats quite ironic.

oh yesssssssssss.

hahahahhahahahahhahahahahhaha
i think i am ridiculous.

i was walking to the mamashop with bbq (who is now bald.) and we met chong who just came from his law interview.
he kept saying GG.
hahahaha.
i laughed alot from his recount of his experience.
but well i think it all boils down to what God's will is
i remember what a struggle it was to trust when everything before me seemed uncertain
and yet He brought me through well and good.

and now,
for this part of my life
after watching over me for nineteen years
HOW CAN I NOT TRUST THAT HE WILL PROVIDE?

like i said, I AM RIDICULOUS.

God of grace, i turn my face
from You i cannot hide
my nakedness, my shame, my guilt
are all before Your eyes

my strivings and my anguished dreams
in rags lie at Your feet
only Your grace provides the way for me to stand complete

i think i make good choices when i choose to honor Him (:

today has been a very funny day!
but i think its a good day :D
haha. even though i got up at 630 and almost died.

i had three breakfasts. (:

cherie came to visit and brought me cheesecake!!!
although it's a little burnt. haha
i keep listening to slide/iris/broadway/betterdays/name on repeat.

and i am having a very funny conversation with man/jessica alba.

put your arms around me
what you feel is what you are
what you are is beautiful
do you wanna get married
and run away

REMEDIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i almost fell off my chair thrice today.

1. when ian asked me if benliew is my boyfriend (msn display picture)
2. when ian said 'phew i still stand a chance'
3. when ian said 'i know i am the love of your life.'

!?!?!??!?!?!?!
ac boys are the most retarded of all people.
haha.

"The Spirit of the Lord is upon Me
Because the Lord has anointed Me
To preach good tidings to the poor
He has sent Me to heal the broken-hearted,
to proclaim liberty to the captives
and the opening of the prison to those who are bound;

To proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord,
and the day of vengeance of our God;
to comfort all who mourn,

To console those who mourn in Zion,
to give them beauty for ashes
The oil of joy for mourning,
The garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness;
That they may be called trees of righteousness,
The planting of the Lord, that He may be glorified."

-Isaiah61:1-3

to phrases stood out to me:
1. to heal the brokenhearted
2. the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness

im remembering. (: im reallyyyyy tired from panicking at 9pm last night when kenneth tells me about some article that ive not read and i just laugh cos i dont know what else to do with myself! but its when you know youre inadequate, you know youre gonna die, that it really becomes easier to leave everything in His hands. knowing you have nothing left but Him (:

and legal theory wasnt so bad. one down, two to go!
and alot of strength
and much wisdom (:

josh, don't slip and fall. says: (12:39:08 AM)
ahhahahahha
josh, don't slip and fall. says: (12:39:12 AM)
ok i am spouting nonsense
josh, don't slip and fall. says: (12:39:16 AM)
but with everything else i say
josh, don't slip and fall. says: (12:39:21 AM)
it will make sense one day
josh, don't slip and fall. says: (12:39:24 AM)
eh that rhymes!

-_____________-
i am very sleepy.

i am very sehhhhh from studying todayyyyyy. hahahaha. but i am in a very bright and cheery mood!!
cos i just received the invite for chris and aldine's wedding :D
HEEHEE.
i am so happy for them (:
and thats not cos im in love with weddings (cos thats just the beginning)
im in love with the idea of growing old together.
hahaha. i like seeing old couples hold hands.
so sweet

today has been a rather fruitful day!
completed quite alot of stuff (:

ive been having alot of random talks with random people
and somehow i think the Lord is answering my prayers, in ways i cannot understand (:

and i think, no matter how tired i am?
i know He will provide. (:



EASTER PHOTOS!

These laws were not ordained of Zeus
and she who sits enthroned with gods beloew,
justice, enacted not these human laws
nor did I deem that thou, a mortal man,
couldst by a breath annul and override
the immutable unwritten laws of heaven
they were not born today nor yesterday;
they die not; and none knoweth whence they sprang.

Sophocles' play, Antigone

hahaha. i just read this from patrick's jurisprudence book.
i am having such a nice time listening to all the googoodolls songs i koped from benliew.

BETTER DAYS.

And you ask me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Cos I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And desire and love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cos everyone is forgiven now
Cos tonight's the night the world begins again

And it's someplace simple where we could live
And something only you can give
And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive
And the one poor child that saved this world
And there's 10 million more who probably could
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cos everyone is forgiven now
Cos tonight's the night the world begins again

I wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this fight
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cos everyone is forgiven now
Cos tonight's the night the world begins again
Cos tonight's the night the world begins again

i like name too! and slide. and broadway. and iris. hahahaha
songs make me happiieee :D

and there is always hope in the Lord (:

one last quote from the jurisprudence book

there will not be different laws at Rome and at Athens, or different laws now and in the future, but one ETERNAL and UNCHANGEABLE law will be valid for all nations and for all times, and there will be one master and one ruler, that is, God, over us all, for he is the author of this law, its promulgator and its enforcing judge.

always (:

kennedy asked me why my blog so emo.
hahahahhaa. not emo!
reflective.
hahaha

anw. ive been listening to 'inside out' by hillsongs.
its a veryveryveryveryveryvery beautiful song!

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

I WANT TO TEACH THIS AT YPG!!!
im sorry whoever is the pianist for that day. hahaha.
i came to school real early this morning.
and i listened to the words of the song and the morning mist was so pretty.
appreciating anew the wonders of His creation and the riches of His grace.

everlasting, neverending. (:

yesterday was not a good day.
i talked to weibo for 2h, and he told me im being stupid.
i talked to benliew for 2h, he also told me im being stupid.
ahhahahaha.

but my thoughts were turned back to the Lord after i talked to kenneth.
he shared with me from philippians4:6-7 and psalm 62.
2 passages that i know "so well"

trusting God is admitting that there are many things you have no control over.
you cant control the way people read your actions
you cant control the way people react to you
you cant understand or interpret correctly the things people do and say
you can only do your best.
and he encouraged me to learn to wait upon the Lord.
but waiting without trust can be a very distressing experience.
waiting, expecting, i think, is the worst if what youre expecting is bound to fail you.
but waiting, expecting, hoping in the Lord is something that i need to learn.

and while waiting, you learn to trust.
Psalm62:8
"Trust in Him at all times you people;
pour out your heart before Him;
God is a refuge for us."

i really need to trust.
and the morning is for you
and the air is free
and the birds sing for you
and your positivity.

bad things always happen during exams.
sigh.

i still remember prelims in j2
haha.
lying on the floor of my room
sobbing to rie on the phone

theres a tendency to ask God why
whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy
His timing is always like that
why bad things always happen right SMACK in the middle of the exams
but okay.
i have prayed
i am feeling slightly better.

psalm77.

12:01:04 AM joshkoh@hotmail.com: just dont forget what i said in everything you do and you'll be fine
12:01:16 AM joshkoh@hotmail.com: we support YOU

10:50:34 PM frozzbitez11@hotmail.com: aiyo josh and i can be your parents already la
10:50:43 PM frozzbitez11@hotmail.com: we should take legal custody of you from now on

hahahahhahaha.
i love my friends.
hugs boonchuan (:
smacks thea.
hhahahaha
okay hugs too.

you say what you want to say
your diamonds are drops of rain
your smile is ypur credit card
and your currency is your love

and the morning is for you
and the air is free
and the birds sing for you
and your positivity

watch out

so you play where you want to play
on the main streets where the creeps all pray
and you can feel like you're in dynasty
and you can be what you want to be

and the morning is for you
and the air is free
and the birds sing for you
and your positivity

and the cars crash for you
and the sunshine is free
and the sirens call you

yes the morning is for you
yes the air is free
and yes the world spins for you
and your positivity

positivity

2 am and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
can you help me unravel my latest mistake,
I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to critisize,
hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track,we're like cars on a cable
and life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button girl,
So cradle your head in you hands
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe

May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist,
Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year.
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him, maybe I'll just sing about it.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breahte

There's a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout
But you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
These mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

2 am and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, its no longer
inside of me, threatening the life they belong to
And i feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
oh breathe, just breathe.

i have been in school since 8am.
i am sleepy.

and i feel like ive hardly done anything today!
its terrible.
everytime exam period arrives, i feel this same sense of unproductiveness
and then i start freaking out
and then i forget to trust.

but somehow i think
its not the outcome that matters, but the process of getting there.
today, i got a B- for my legal theory group assignment.
everyone else did better than me!!! grrr.
but then i remembered,
that i crossed my fingers and prayed i'd get a better grade than a C+
and by His grace, i did.
so I WILL LEARN TO BE THANKFUL.
i will not whine.
i will not lament about how everyone else did better than me.
i will look up.

today was filled when exciting meal excursions and interesting msn conversations.
benliew, patrick, sam and i went to ac for lunch!!
the food was so yummy.
and i miss the bleachers.
sosososososo much.
muchmuchmuch.
haha. rie and i used to meet in the morning before assembly to pray.
and the skies were always so beautiful.

our second excursion of the day was to lido to eat kfc. hahahahahha
i have been wanting to eat kfc
since yesterday!
the last time i craved kfc was in march last year.
and i made cherie go all the way to ps to eat with me.
hehe.

and my emo msn conversations with uni.
hahahahahahah.

this morning, i was thinking on psalm56.
its a beautiful psalm.
in God i put my trust-
for anything, and everything.
head is spinning from a lack of sleep.

YAYE BETHANY TMR!! WOOOHOOO!

that woohoo is a result of bad influence.

9:55:43 AM letterstosam@gmail.com: wooo hooo
9:55:43 AM letterstosam@gmail.com: weeeee hoooo
9:55:43 AM letterstosam@gmail.com: wooo hooo
9:55:43 AM letterstosam@gmail.com: weee hooo

7:13:38 PM uni_@hotmail.com: EH TAKE VAL BACK!!!!
7:13:39 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: hahahahhah
7:13:41 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: unii!!
7:13:42 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: hahaha
7:13:43 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: omg
7:13:43 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: no
7:13:46 PM uni_@hotmail.com: HE IS VERY DISTRACTING AND HE DEFACED MY BOOOOOK
7:13:47 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: i dont want him back
7:13:50 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: thank you very much
7:13:51 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: ahhahaha
7:13:53 PM forwewalkbyfaithnotbysight@hotmail.com: you can keep him

HAHAHAHAHAH. val is very distracting. (dont worry we still love you. (: )

10:52:47 PM silversiggbottle@hotmail.com: eh 
10:52:53 PM silversiggbottle@hotmail.com: this sophia song making me damn sad 
10:53:12 PM silversiggbottle@hotmail.com: hah 
10:53:16 PM silversiggbottle@hotmail.com: its got like a mix of sad tune 
10:53:24 PM silversiggbottle@hotmail.com: or like a propose to your gf tune 

sophia, sophia...hahahahahaha.

it feels nice to be home in my bed.
im going to sleep like theres no tomorrow.
but really, i think that when i step into church tmr im gonna feel like i just reached home :D

wonderful Savior, my heart will hear Your ways.
here i am.

beautiful Jesus,
how may i bless Your heart?
i bow down to everything You are.
beautiful Jesus,
You are my only One
so let me embrace You
always and forever.

knees to the earth - purest place.

its a beautiful song.

i just had lunch. i am sleepy. ive been trying to do legal theory since this morning. UNSUCCESSFUL. so i switched to crim.
i really need to believe that He can give me strength to deal with all of this.
my thoughts are incoherent.

and i just remembered something.
we've all grown up.
thats what mun said yesterday.
haha.
he called me a nerd. (yar. mr 9A1s top boy in acsi talking)
and he looked at my wallet
and my pink bottle
and he laughed and said
"some things never change."

i need some clearer signs.
my head is spinning.
SUDDEN FIGHT!

just got back from watching phantom!
it was so sad.
but i loved the phantom's voice.
and the voice of christie's husband.
haha.
the women voices were a little too opera-ish for my liking.

mun weijun was five mins late.
so we missed the opening!! grrrr.
thank goodness i didnt wait for him to pick me from school else we wouldve missed the first half of the showwww.
haha.
but it was gooddddd
i like (:

today is another one of those days that i wonder what lesson the Lord is trying to teach me.
by faith we understand.
appreciating again His gift of creation.
i walked up the hill to school at 715am this morning.
it was cooling, and it was nice. (:

was talking to mun about church, he said hes trying to organize stuff for the YAG. haha
on the drive home, his brother's emo songs were playing in the car:
1. superman - five for fighting
2. slide - googoo dolls
3. broadway - googoo dolls
4. how to save a life - the fray

haha. and then we switched cds. to eric clapton and rachael yamagata.
sophia,sophiaimburningimburningitsafireafireicannotputoutdoyouhurtandstillfeelalive?
stuckinmyhead.
im tired.
today was a good day,
DO NOT CONFUSE ME.

number five!
i couldnt sleep last night.
and i was just thinking about how the Lord really is the only constant in our life.
regardless,
He's always there.
constant as the northern star (:

im working on the music review for this song - He gave it all for us.

there is none more kind and true
than the One Who came down for you
He left Him home and all He knew
to face rejection by me and you

He gave it all for us,
the only thing He held back were His arms on the cross.
He gave it all for us

i wonder why i always forget.

today, i realised why i could never be a criminal.
my conscience will bug me for the rest of my life.

sophia, sophia, im burning im burning
its a fire, a fire i cannot put out
sophia, sophia im burning theres some things i cant go without
and one of those things is him

nice song!
i miss my most patient friend who sits through my lamentations while eating crappy army food.
come back now.
nownownownownow.

today, i also realised,
that i find it very hard to let go.

hypothetical:

imagine you walk into macdonalds with friend A.
you tell friend A to order mcnuggets for you.
theres a long queue at the counter.
friend A goes to friend B at the start of the queue and asks friend B to order mcnuggets for you.

you finally get mcnuggets.
when you sit down and want to eat it,
friend A says to you: think twice about eating it, cos if you do the long term effects will be.. [think super-sized me]
you cant decide whether or not to eat mcnuggets.
cos you remember what other people have told you about mcnuggets, added on to what friend A has just reminded you of.

maybe God could turn mcnuggets into a nice, wholesome bowl of fish beehoon soup. while still tasting like mcnuggets. HAHAHAHA.

note: this did not actually happen to me. although i did just eat macs with josh

4:11:32 PM joshkoh@hotmail.com: let me qualify this first
4:11:34 PM joshkoh@hotmail.com: 1. because u are emo
4:11:43 PM joshkoh@hotmail.com: 2. because i always nv go with u for tea break
4:11:51 PM joshkoh@hotmail.com: so this is a one time thing
4:11:54 PM joshkoh@hotmail.com: i am going NOW
4:12:00 PM joshkoh@hotmail.com: united square ah.

really just kena one nice scolding for asking him to go out and have tea -_______-
hahahahahahhaha.
we just sat there and laughed at all these mg girl/ ac boy couples eating fries with ice cream. -________-

and ben just went into the army today.
he sounded so sad last night. hahahah
though i am still half mad at him for blabbing,
byebye ben, i'll miss you :'(

we are having another conference call.
thea is making so much noise.
and she and val just started singing the retarded kukabara bird song.
IN A CANNON.
imagine.
i almost fell off my bed.

was reflecting on the maundy thursday msg yesterday. and i think. it hit me again that i shdnt be worrying about all these little insignificant things of life and just focus. focus, focus on Him.

and every morning i tell myself that. and more often than not, i fail.
i think having great faith is still a very remote concept in my life.
always prone to asking why and how
i think i just need to let go.

everytime we sing this song, i cry.

I will arise

Silence fell upon the hill the day that Jesus died
He cried out it is finished and hope was crucified
The soldiers mocked and gambled for the robe that He had worn
The women wept His friends had fled, creation seemed to mourn


They took His broken body down and carried Him away
They laid Him in a borrowed tomb and then they sealed the grave
Hope it seemed was dead
Yet in their darkest hour would they remember what He said

"I will arise
I will arise
like the sun at dawn's first light i will arise
you can bury Me that day
seal the tomb and turn away
but the power of the grave will be denied
I will arise!"

i cant remember the rest of the lyrics but yes. we are singing this 15 April sunday!
would i remember what He said.
i need to believe in the power of prayer thaaaaaaatttttttt much more.

reflections later.
happy Easter everyone!

i love you, thats what you are getting yourself into.

cherie and jus are here and we are having a slumber party!! retarded.

its good friday.

and we had a very meaningful maundy thursday service.

saving that for later.

and i am h2hing with chrissie poo. HAHAHAHAHHA.

escape by relient k is nice
you and me by lifehouse is sweet
i watched fools like me by lisa loeb with scenes from greys playing in the background! so sad. :( meredith and derek.
youtube is becoming a DISTRACTION.










these were some photos i took on palm sunday. hahahahha i remember how we used to jump around doing actions!!! hahahaha. now we're too old. haha its nice to look back and remember (:
'wonderful cross' was good! even though ian walked in halfway through our song -_____- hahahah.

i talked to josh while he was riding yesterday. IT WAS VERYVERYVERY NOISY. shouting away. haha. i want to ride around the carpark on his bike. !!

yesterday was quite a good day. even though i ended up with a blocked nose and a very messy head at the end of it.

just a few more random thoughts
today is maundy thursday. the cup of His suffering.

does that mean anything to you?

today has been an unbelievably unproductive day.
i cant believe i spent so much time on legal theory that i still know nuts about.
and i read illegality!
THATS IT.
thats it it it it it.

the lines of 'my Jesus' keep playing out over and over again in my head.
four days before His crucifixtion. how would He have felt?
i cant even begin to imagine.

everything i have to do seems to pale in comparison.
some things happened today that made me doubt my choices.
and then other things affirmed it.

the week of His suffering.
i just want to push all these thoughts aside and focus.
focus, focus on Him.
nothing else.

Hosea the prophet:

At the beginning of Hosea's prophetic ministry, the Lord told him to get married and announced that Hosea's chosen bride would be unfaithful to her marriage vows. her adultery would vividly illustrate Israel's unfaithfulness to her covenant Lord.

Hosea chose Gomer. the daughter of Diblaim, as his wife and they had three children. because of Gomer's adulteries, the marriage disintegrated, and she eventually became the slave or concubine of another man. however, the Lord instructed Hosea to buy back his wife. Hosea's act of mercy towards his wife was a striking picture of the Lord's great love for Israel.

thea rahmen just related this story to me. it really struck me, this parallel God drew between His love for israel and the love of a husband for his unfaithful wife. sometimes we cannot fathom the extent of God's love for us, but when this love is illustrated in the human context, its unconditional nature stands out like a bright light in the midst of pitch-black darkness.

and i was really encouraged by the conversation we had. after she finished telling me the story of Hosea we talked about this load of random stuff and she reminded me to look back to God and trust. knowing that everything is in His hands. knowing, that things will work out exactly the way He planned it to. (: thank you rahmen. hugs.

this morning, t chun peng showed us a video clip of a song that really struck me.
often times we forget.
i cried early in the morning when he screened the video.
alot of times we forget what easter really means.
its just another event on our calendar.

but watch this


MY JESUS

Which Jesus do you follow?
Which Jesus do you serve?
If Ephesians says to imitate Christ
Then why do you look so much like the world?

Cause my Jesus bled and died
He spent His time with thieves and liars
He loved the poor and accosted the arrogant
So which one do you want to be?

Blessed are the poor in spirit
Or do we pray to be blessed with the wealth of this land
Blessed are they that hunger and thirst for righteousness
Or do we ache for another taste of this world of shifting sand

Cause my Jesus bled and died for my sins
He spent His time with thieves and sluts and liars
He loved the poor and accosted the rich
So which one do you want to be?

Who is this that you follow
This picture of the American dream
If Jesus was here would you walk right by on the other side or fall down and worship at His holy feet

Pretty blue eyes and curly brown hair and a clear complexion
Is how you see Him as He dies for Your sins
But the Word says He was battered and scarred
Or did you miss that part
Sometimes I doubt we'd recognize Him

Cause my Jesus bled and died
He spent His time with thieves and the least of these
He loved the poor and accosted the comfortable
So which one do you want to be?

Cause my Jesus would never be accepted in my church
The blood and dirt on His feet would stain the carpet
But He reaches for the hurting and despised the proud
I think He'd prefer Beale St. to the stained glass crowd
And I know that He can hear me if I cry out loud

I want to be like my Jesus!
I want to be like my Jesus!

Not a posterchild for American prosperity, but like my Jesus
You see I'm tired of living for success and popularity
I want to be like my Jesus but I'm not sure what that means to be like You Jesus
Cause You said to live like You, love like You but then You died for me
Can I be like You Jesus?
I want to be like my Jesus

MWAHAHAHAHAHAH
i am having a very hilarious conversation with wenn.
you know the feeling where all your insides are knotting up?
i wonder how God thought of all these feelings for us humans.
its unfathomable.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.